The more I know of the world, the more I am convinced that I shall never see a man whom I can really love--Jane Austen

Once again, it's been a while since I've updated this thing...or at least it feels like it has been. Whoops...

Well I'm back from the Bend.  Hopefully, this summer will be full of money making and reading (hopefully all my Jane Austen's again...which will mean my 4th time reading Pride and Prejudice but WHO CARES!)  BUT I guess I could make time for those of you who kind of want to maybe see me sometime.  (Yeah, all 2 of you, I guess I can make time for you guys).  So give me a call!!  Or facebook me.  Something. 

Well I hope your summers are all scrumptrulescent.

I'm horrible at updating this thing. 

Life news:

1. 2 finals tomorrow--Physics and International Relations.  Yeah.

2. I leave on tour with the band tomorrow.  California, here I come

3. I'll be back on May 21st (I have to stay for Commencement because I'm dumb and I made the higher level band).

4. I'm so ready to be done with this year. Less than 24 hours.

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JOSH GROBAN IS SO AMAZING!! That concert...oh my gosh. Soooooo much estrogen.  But he most seriously has the voice of an angel.  Plus, he's a total nerd! I loooooove it.  What an amazing weekend.  I don't care about how much these past weeks have sucked--that made my life!!  I also don't care that I have 2 midterms this week, one on Monday and one on Wednesday.  Best experience of LIFE.

I was within 10 feet of him! AHH!

There is nothing more incomprehensible to a man than a woman who isn't interested in him.

Honestly, I would be satisfied to not have a relationship.  Looking at people holding hands or everything just makes me sick to my stomach.  I seriously cannot imagine myself ever in that situation.  I hate how people handle it, flaunt it, define themselves by it.  I'm tired of the whole thing.  And I'm tired of people thinking that I'm not serious when I say stuff like this.  I'm tired of it all.

Life is just hard.